omg it was a kiss!

this is possibly the most beautiful picture ever

oh let's wave goodbye,  dear ol' 2009

this has been an amazing year, being 21 years of age.

i caught glimpses of the responsibility of adulthood,
and instead of being daunted, i have this desire of being immersed wholly in it someday soon.
therefore, i welcome all challenges the new year may bring with a wide smile and open arms (:

change came knocking at my door mid year, and i am glad i answered its call.
despite the incurred fury and wrath, vexation beyond measure, tears of grief finally morphed into tears of joy and relief as i understood the paramount lesson to let go of something once so good which has surreptitiously turned bad. so all you pretty, hot, atrocious and stinking boys out there, know that you cant even touch me now cos i am a full-fledged samatha jones filly now aye!

which brings me to the next point,
that i love, adore, and am completely enamored of being single!
my eyes have opened in delight and awe after being blinded for so long,
and on a daily basis, i marvel at the wondrous joy of spotting so many fishes in the sea, at the gym, in town, at parties, by the roadside, near my house, on facebook, everywhere!
and the types of fish are astonishing!
so far i have had a blinding array of married fish, attached fish, player fish, sports fish, young fish, older fish, my friend's brother fish, and my brothers' friend fish!
who knew fishing is so my kind of thing?!

but of course, what is the point of anything if one doesnt have girlfriends to share fishy details with?
once again, you girls have really brightened up my everydays.
what am i supposed to do without all your oh-so-sagely advice on every topic under the sun, juicy gossips on boys, girls, and even dogs (tessa anyone?), senseless talks which always end up with all of us feeling really smug and happy about ourselves, mindless laughter while chomping on scones with strawberry and cream, hunting for clothes, accesories and men alike all over our sunny island, cooking and baking domestic goddess worthy recipes, getting all inebriated and love-drunk at infinite parties after downing shots and shots of this-is-called (insert lame name given while intoxicated);
I SWEAR I CANNOT LIVE A DAY WITHOUT YOU GIRLS! ♥ ♥ ♥

so there you go, my lovely 2009 summed up short and sweet.
i will always look back and know that its been nothing short of perfect & absolutely wonderful.

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I'm put in a spot when I try to figure out when did my fascination with ballet flats begin. Maybe it was lower secondary with the awkward height issues and large feet, I veered towards classic flats that matched everything from casual to dressy. I'm glad I never grew out of it. Bell-bottom jeans came and went as did surf shorts and spag tops with puny armpit bags. Granted that heels do add the unexpected touch of poise at times but practically, for me, flats will always be my best friends.

Did I mention that it'd be my dream to have a flats wall? complete with customized printed fabric flats, embellished ones with exotic skins or quirky colours with accents and details? Sigh.
Let's sleep quick! For in our dreams we can re-arrange those flats. Oh! And don't forget to stuff them with lavander tissue and wipe the full length dark wood mirror (:

ripped this from huka's blog cause he's way tooooooo adorable. my mother LOL-ed when she saw this pic. (((:

i'm feeling the anti social bug..and have been for the past goodness-knows-how-long. i've got a bbq + dinner + hanging out somewhere thingie with different groups of people tonight but i feel no motivation to go for any. i'm extremely grumpy this morning but i'm not pms-ing. i'm just awfully tired, and i officially hate my nose. and i don't mean it in a i'm-gonna-do-a-nose-job way. it's just the freaking sinus. this morning i was on the train, the hanging advertisement on the train pole above the heads ( you know the ones shaped like a door knob handle?) dropped, right in front of this lady. she saw it dropped, stared at it lying on the ground, looked up at the pole, and continued reading her newspaper. gawwwsshhh, like it'll kill to just pick it up and put it back. what's worse is that it's just beside her feet and she's looking down to read her papers, so i'm pretty sure she can see it from the corner of her eye.

yep. you get the intensity of my exhaustion this morning. good day peeps.

i think i'm suffering from a lack of sleep.

i was sorting out papers for my mom, you know, keeping those only printed on one side so we can reuse them? yea i was sorting and i drew a line across the paper so that we'll know this is rough paper and not some important document right...i friggin' drew across the BLANK side instead of the PRINTED side -___- so now that whole stack of paper can't be used anymore! and cause i took a long time to realise it, that stack is 3cm thick. now my efforts of think-green has gone to waste. sheeeeeeeesh.

and ytd i posted a cheque for my mom in the MAYBANK cheque deposit when the cheque was for BANK OF CHINA. p.s: both banks are yellow in colour, they looked similar!

and i almost made a double transaction for twilight tickets for later tonight cause i thought my transaction didnt go through!

see? lack of sleep right? i'm so glad friday's here. and i'm gonna do smth exciting tmr. at least i think it's exciting hahaha. i'm keeping my fingers crossed!

anyway, i've been sooooooooooo bored and lack of activities nowadays, i end up watching lotsa random videos on youtube (haha not makeup tutorials lene!). and here's who i've been watching many videos of:


kyuhyun - SJ

haha okie i know im 21, but i'm banging on the excuse that i AM really quite bored, plus his voice is really good. it's not those superstar-singer level but it's one of those deep, strong and therapeutic voice which wraps you up like a warm blanket when he sings ballads. oh, he's korean btw. the english songs nowadays are a little trashy to me, i mean some are still damn good lah. and there's no new jay chou album yet! maybe i'll go listen to The Calling again...

alright i need to go buy stamps. and im finally watching New Moon todayyyyyy! (:

I have never noticed brands like Prada or LV because as I've mentioned before, I somehow sold my soul to Loewe and will definitely sink my fundsto invest in their long wallets one day. But, look at this darling: On 50% @ Reebonz Somehow I can no longer find this online ): They only have the short ones on sale on BLUEFLY.COM but ): Long wallets are essential. Oh wells. If you haven't been in the know about sample sale shopping in Singapore, there're these sites: Reebonz.com and Ruelala.com that allow for designer items to be acquired at up to 80% off (: So 12 p.m. daily(sometimes) there'll be goodies for EVERYONE from Kate Spade to Gucci to Prada and even Tod's. (SHOES OMGEE) Best part, they even allow for installment payments via UOB credit cards!! Only con there is that items get snapped up SO FAST so please, if you really want to get smth, stand by your com at 11.45 and click refresh like a silly goose. Okays, so to spread the cheer, you can sign up HERE, by clicking on HERE (: GO GO GO! Tod's starts at 12p.m. SHARP!

i haven't seen the sunrise or sunset for a while. makes me feel like my life's lacking in romantic what-nots, not a guy i say, just the lovey-dovey stuff that makes most girls go gaga and aaawwwwwww.

haha i guess there is a small part inside my heart turning cold and hard. relationships are harsh sometimes, love affairs are too complicated and i do not want to have any association with 'em now, and hey, single life is good! i know i do sound a bit like im just envious and it's sour grapes cause nothing, i mean nobody, good comes my way. but that's for me to judge and know, if you are trying to read my mind through my words here. you know you're one of those i can trust when i tell you one random day about stuff like that. people who like to speculate and fix their so-called assumptions-because-they-think-they-know-me-very-well on me, seriously, just because i share about my life and family and emotions on my past relationship, doesn't mean i'm a transparent sheet which you think you can see through as well as you think.

okie haha i re-read what i typed above and realised i sound a little angsty. but don't worry, i'm not! haha

anyway i came across a blog and got inspired to do a "theme" / purposeful post, haha nothing like this random one now. and yes i said i'll post the polaroid thingie, but i FINALLY went running ytd, at midnight. haha i couldn't let the overwhelming motivation i had last night go to waste! (:

good day peeps!

i know i don't blog at home, i hardly ever do. unless i really need to rant about something quite desperately. so tonight, when i go home afterwards, i am going to blog again, with peeeeektures. haha ytd i explored my macbook a little after reading someone's blog post and of all the different downloads and extras i could add to my macbook. haha when lewis asked whether i tried experimenting the applications available, wendy promptly replied, oh YES, she uses her internet and adium only. KNS. i use the iPhoto and Photobooth and i organise my stuff too lor! and i downloaded the cute polaroid thingie from poladroid.net ytd. so TONIGHT i shall upload some of my first-batch samples! (:

anyway my mom made a rather true but sad(for me) comment about me just now. i was supposed to bank in cash at the DBS Cash Deposit for my mom, but the lady in front of me at the machine turned around and said it can't be used cause her bank book is stuck inside. then i thought i didnt know the account number when i considered whether i should just go to the counter to bank in physically, so i returned back to the office and my mom said my brain just thinks STRAIGHT, in other words, infelxible and rigid. haha damnit. i know it's slightly true sometimes. which makes me think whether i'm better off as an admin staff cause admin crap is always just straight, systematic, cyclical and rather constant. makes me think twice about my future career! succkkkkks.

last night @ town with jeff, pokes(lulu) and roomie dear was great (: it's amazing and rather amusing to see us through 3 years of uni, and then hanging out like that despite all the ups&downs, the past OG-unity hype and all the different committees and grps of friends we eahc have. haha it's a really queer combination somehow, queer but natural. wendee and i clicked right from the beginning; from Day 0 of hall camp when we sat there as freshies, being introduced and taught ice-breaker games. i recall going right up to her when we stood up to start cheering, asked her whether i knew her previously, and bammmmmm, she said the same thing to me! from then on i knew i found a friend to keep (:

oh and meangirls mingles, i hope you all had a great time last night(: i really wished i was there and not MIA-ing or being a "traitor" like what jarls claims, but since i missed it, pls store all the necessary data and exciting stuff and REMEMBER TO TELL ME WHEN WE MEET AGAIN K! i don't wanna be the last to know! hahahaha and you sneaky girl, hankypanky! haha i hope you know who you are! (((: